crappy week

So this week has been really rough. i found out sunday that my Uncle John on my fathers side passed away. Three weeks ago my step sister on the same side of the family also passed away I am having a hard time dealing with the fact that i havn't seen that side of the family in a long time i keep in touch but it is still hard. i could't make it up to either of the funerals. My husband has had a busy week with pepsi So i have no one to really talk to (except for my few friends i have down here. I don't know trying to deal with life is hard for me at times.
melanie